Suddenly I'm 10 again,
and I've pissed my pants at an age I shouldn't be doing this anymore.
I can smell the uric stench,
and I'm sure the boys in my class can too.
I'm so small now I start to drown in my mess.
A sea of bitter acrid and salt fills my mouth and lungs.
Everything around me disappears,
or maybe it's just me that disappears.
I float.
A waking sleep in a faint yellow darkness.
I am finally warm again,
home safe,
in the amnion.